Wanting someone to love just to be happy.Why?Ive tried everything but nothin works. is this like love anxiety?

Im 15 and go to highschool %26amp; dnt know what my problem is and how to get over it. recently I've been liking someone for 2 years %26amp; right b4 that i broke up with someone that I loved so much. I think I became depressed after breaking up, ate a lot %26amp; gained weight leading to stretch marks around my hips.(this was 2 years ago, my 1st tru luv). Now the person who i like right now who i dont no, I cant stop thinkin about him. I use to say I luv him(in my mind) %26amp; cried at home cuz he never paid attention to me(never had classes with him @ skool %26amp; I get nervous whenever hes around me but Im 100% sure he doesnt like me)%26amp; i realized, how can U luv someone U dont no. The only reason i claimed to “be in love” with him was cuz of his looks. I always imagind how hes perfect 4 me and how we are in luv(only my imagination) %26amp; couldnt stop thinkin about ths .I then saw that he had an ugly personality and i still cant get over him. I feel like if he wants me, im happy. Whats wrong with me?this isnt normalWanting someone to love just to be happy.Why?Ive tried everything but nothin works. is this like love anxiety?
This is being 15.





You're still pretty new at this ';Being in love'; thingy, so you're making mistakes and, yes, it hurts like cr@p when you do.





But you'll get better at it with a little practice - it sounds like your instincts are pretty good.





But forget about this idea of ';Wanting someone to love just to be happy';.





Being happy is about liking YOURSELF. Using somebody else to make you happy is always going to be a temporary fix.





So work on seeing yourself as someone who deserves to be happy - it'll pay off much better.Wanting someone to love just to be happy.Why?Ive tried everything but nothin works. is this like love anxiety?
You're not abnormal, you've just got a lot of new hormones that you don't know how to deal with yet. Just try to focus more on school instead of boys, they're not doing you any good right now.